Friend

all relationship start from friend
but now
am i still your friend>>??
i am still wonder how is the situation when we meet each other in future
what to talk
what is the face motion
or we just pass through
i dint hope that will happen to us
i hope at least there are still friend between us
but i not dare to hope that we will together in future
just hope that we can at least be friend
and you living happily
that is enough for me
i dun know you still have the feeling with me or not
but i am sure i am still have the feeling with me now
i am still love you
wish you happy always
i am still with my promises
i think this few years i wont in any relationship anymore
haha

incomplete in my world

almost 1 month without you
i've tried to go on like i never knew you
i'm awake
but my world is half asleep
without you
all i'm going to be is
incomplete
i'm still wonder if i'm making mistake
yes i'm
i dont means to drag it on
just
i still cant let go
i Love you
wish you live happily
>.<

Days without you 2

another 1 weeks without you
no contact
totally lost news about you
same as last week
been busy this whole weeks
but you still at my mind
the feeling
still there
i realise that
my world
like missing something
feel weird
don't know why..
just feel like my world is not prefect
everything i have been done this few weeks
cant satisfied me
although it seem like successful for other people
but i feel that
i am still failed
i cant enjoy the atmosphere
i will feel happy and enjoy even celebrate it if this things happen to me before
but now
i feel nothing
feel bored
keep on working but don't know why and what i am working with
committee all happy
the event move on smoothly and achieve a great success
my project and coursework gain high in grade
exam just around the corner
and i am almost ready for that
but
i just feel there are something wrong
as i said before
my world is not prefect anymore
no one can replace it
no one
no one

Days without you

14 days and 8 hour..
i totally lost contact with her
msn
no
sms
no
phone call
no
email
no
haiz
try to been in busy to avoid thinking about her
work day and night
keep on busy with my own things
try to make my stuff on track
however
all this things cant stop me from thinking about her
what she fell?
did she happy?
take meal ad>?
raining did she go class?
how she go?
did she prepared for her exam
exam just around the corner
but i worry bout her more than myself studies
funny right?
at the end so many things i had been done
i realise i still cant forget her
the feeling still there
even thought i try very hard to let go
but...
soulless pig....
my heart still with her
may be time will bring me go through all this thing
wish her happy always...

wrong

it has been 1 month after my last post.
During this month i have go through it badly
so are she..
this 2 day i din sleep at night
miss her
but i m thinking what will happen to us next
i only realise that i give too much pressure to her
our relationship will grown till so bad is because of me..
i never think about her thinking and feeling
all i think is about me only
what i feel and i think is always right for me
i even selfish till i wan her change herself to become part of my world
to become what i wan
i m the 1 who cause this all happen
i only can blame myself..
people who make us like this is me
not she or her friends
is me
selfish kelvintsc
haix...
this few day really miss her
want call her and text
every time i bring up my phone
i wrote the message
at the moment i type the number
i delete it
not dare to send it out
want call her
scare her not happy to answer my phone
now i just hope she can happy all the time
if possible
give me another chance
to treat her good
not hoping whether we will together back or not
as long as she happy
that's is the great news i want to hear every day
i am still waiting another chance to stand beside her
at least we can like before
sorry
i love you

我會好好過

你的愛很像泡沫太輕或太重 都不在手中

我的愛就像天空太放或太收 你都只是風

你來過卻愛上自由

你出走我不問理由

我會好好過 等你再愛我

總有個角落

會讓你想起我

我會好好過 等你再愛我

向右或向左都有我站在這裡守候

你留下很多 夠我面對寂寞

寂寞不重 縱使愛太弱

我會好好過

等妳回頭會看到的一定是我

Break^^分手

break
a word that i dun wan speech out n dun wan heard also
but i just heard it
some1 will happy while some 1 else will sad when a couple break.
those who feel happy is those who love her,but this people i hate the most.
all no brain wan,not gentlemen at all.
love some 1 is not to own her,but is she happy with the guy she choose?
if yes,why dun just you give them your wish.be gentlemen.
what have i done wrongly,i just dun like she always chat with "them'
no human in this world will like own beloved always chat with those guys who dont let go her although she already got bf.
i love her^zhu po^