new life

It is been a long time i dint write at here.
my life had been turn up side down.
i have change my career from engineer to plantation.
it's cute right?
two totally different career.
have a new gf??
yup..
and we had together for about 2 years ad..
she is different..
cute,caring and friendly...

i love you

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾 是分手那天
如果还有遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘 逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害 越深的依赖 越多的空白 该怎么去爱

Brithday

02/12/2009
is my 19 years old brithday..
i have experiances celebrate in bus with 40+ coursemate sing for me..
my leaturer invite me to a college dinner worth rm80+
my housemate celebrate with me at house...
my friends wish me after 12am t\until the end of my brithday..
sms, phone keep on ringing..
it should be a happy brithday for me..
but i still dispointed...
the wish i hope the most din come to me....
the person who i still care the most..

Time

it has been a long time i dint visit here.
i though time will let my feeling on you reduce...
time will let me forget about you...
time will let me turn into new leaf...
time will let me not to sad anymore...
time...time...time.....
but until now.....
still cant
hahaha
still will miss you...
still think about you...
stil will concern about you..
the feeling even deep to my heart during the night..
i know you are living happily and having the life that you like...
happy and smile always...
haha..
looks like we having the right choice that time...
both of us live in the way that we like...
although i still miss you..
but i wunt went into your life anymore...
try to maintain your happiness...
without me..
i wish you happy long life......
>.<

happy brithday

tomorrow is your birthday....
i already bought a present to you..
however i think i wont give that present...
lots of plan that has been make when we are still togeter..
to celebrate a diffrent and special brithday celebration with you..
but..
that all will never happen again...
there are not any turning point between us
i totally give up...
even the try to be your best friends..
also cant be make..
happy brithday..
wish you happy always
>.<

Friend

all relationship start from friend
but now
am i still your friend>>??
i am still wonder how is the situation when we meet each other in future
what to talk
what is the face motion
or we just pass through
i dint hope that will happen to us
i hope at least there are still friend between us
but i not dare to hope that we will together in future
just hope that we can at least be friend
and you living happily
that is enough for me
i dun know you still have the feeling with me or not
but i am sure i am still have the feeling with me now
i am still love you
wish you happy always
i am still with my promises
i think this few years i wont in any relationship anymore
haha

incomplete in my world

almost 1 month without you
i've tried to go on like i never knew you
i'm awake
but my world is half asleep
without you
all i'm going to be is
incomplete
i'm still wonder if i'm making mistake
yes i'm
i dont means to drag it on
just
i still cant let go
i Love you
wish you live happily
>.<